was an evil time. I regret all that has happened. I completely renounced my previous pact and all of my former prayers to Satan. I am so sorry for all the lost lives
all the pain I
there comes a time when the shame of the past has to stop. Mourning must come to an end. There has to
be a realization that all the wishing,
the grieving and the sadness
have over such devastation cannot and will not change any thing.
must come a time when these negative feelings and emotions
must themselves be laid to rest. Yes, I should be punished for my crimes. I do not have a problem with this. Becoming a Christian while in prison should never be a "ticket" out of prison. God forbid! Still
I have long ago made my peace with God.
Christ has healed my mind and He has broken apart the spiritual chains which
had wrapped around me in the past.
I am thankful to be forgiven and to be in my right mind. To have peace, joy, and satisfaction, knowing that I am a child of God, that I am loved and cared for. This
it all. What else do I need?
April 5, 2002